fiza
salam~~..

hari ni update blog baru..
sbb syg saya kate xle nak komen..
kecian die..hehe

insyaAllah,,
pasni da boleh komen..
^^

tetibe duk sorg2 mcm ni..
teringat kawan2..
rindu sgt3..

diorang byk mengajar, menasihat, menolong & mcm2 lagi...
bersyukur sgt bila Allah pertemukan saya ngan orang2 sebaek mereka..

time ni jgk,,saya rindu mak kat pahang..^^
rindu adik beradik yg laen..
sume bz ngan keje masing2..
p cdey bila tringat arwah ayah yg xdapat nak merasa kejayaan anak2nya..

ayah da berusaha semasa hidupnya utk menyara kami,, mendidik, beri nasihat, marah kami mase kecik2 sbb degil, & bahagiakan kami sekeluarga,


arwah ayah tegas sgt mase kitorang kecik,,
sbb die nak tgk kami berdisiplin,,
xterlalu manje
tamo kami bermewah2,

ayah nak kami semua masuk universiti..
2 yg arwah kate mase kami kecik dulu..
dari kecik ayah suka bawak @ tunjuk gambar universiti kat kami adik beradik..
dia nak tanamkan minat kami tok belajar rajin2 dari kecik ag,,

rindunye kat ayah,,
pada saat ni,,anak2mu hanya mampu mengirim doa kepadamu di sana..
smoge ayah bahagia, tenang, dan smoge ayah ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman^^

kdg2 bila tgk muke mak,,nmpak sgt mak rindukan ayah..
lagi time bila ade pape kesulitan..
cth bila nak beli lauk..
mase ayah ade,,ayah je yg beli ikan o ayam . sayur2 sume,,
p bila da xde,,kdg2 mak tataw nak beli ikan ape..
bkn mak xkenal ikan..
p mak tataw nak masak ape ari 2..
sbb selalu bila ayah beli ikan,mesti ayah da taw ape yg ayah nak mak masak..
so kadang2 bila saye n mak je kat umah.
kami juz goreng je ikan,,xpon masak pedas..
da xde org nak minx mak wat masak lemak cili padi ke,,masak kicap berlada ke..:(

kuatnya mak..
tabahnya mak..
sy syg mak sy sgt2..:)

maafkan sy mak kalau anak mak ni ade melakukan perkare2 yg mak xsuke..
anakmu ni masih muda,,
sedang belajar erti hidup yg sebenar..
kdg2 anak mu ni tersasar dari landasan..
terikut2 keseronokan..
tp percayalah...
anak mak ni sentiasa ingat Tuhan,, ingat mak..

anakmu ni masih mahu berubah,,
ingin jadi wanita solehah,,
anak yg taat,,^^

tak mampu asenye diri ni nak balas semua jasa mak n arwah ayah..
smoge sy berjaya,,menjadi insan yg berguna & sentiasa mendoakan kedua ibubapa sy..
2 yg dpt saya lakukan..untuk mereka berdua^^
i love u mom..
i love u my late father..

wassalam..


fiza

You can take my heart for a walk on the beach
You can take my heart for a little trip
You can take my heart very close to your heart
You can take my heart forever if you like

But not every heart belongs to any other

You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too

If I take your heart, I will cherish it every day

If I take your heart, I will heal these old wounds
If I take your heart, it's to make it happy
If I take your heart, it's forever close to mine

But not every heart belongs to any other

You and I
You and I are meant to be
I'm the one for you, You're the one for me
You love me as much as I do
When you look at me and we're skin to skin
I want you so
Please come in
And you love me more and more
And my love grows up with you
And you kiss me more and more
And I kiss you, too
And I kiss you, too..

I don't care, I don't care

If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return

I don't care, I don't care

If I'm again carried away
If you swear, if you swear
To give me your heart in return
To give me your heart in return......^^
fiza
ari nie,,,
25 jan 2012..
jam 4.09 pm..
aku duk sesorang kat lam bilik yang kosong ni..
sunyi je..

tp sunyi lagi ati aku ni..
ase sedih,,kecewa,..
bukan pada org laen,,p pada diri ak sendiri..

aku ada wat salah pada org yg aku syg pagi tadi..
maafkan saya awak..

msj2,,aku tido,,
2 a 'bad habit' aku..

tp xkan selame2nye aku nak idop ngan 'bad habit' 2..
x!
aku kene buang jaoh2 habit..
yg hanya akan mendatangkan ketidakselesaan org laen..
terutama sayang aku..

aku kene berubah..
aku pon da berjanji yang aku xkan ulangi da kesalahan mcm 2 lagi..

awak,,
saya syg awak sgt2..
saya berjanji akan jage ati & perasaan awak sampai bila2..
jika ade salah & silap..
tlg la tegur & nasihat saya..
inAllah..saya xkan simpan dalam ati..
tapi,,,
saya akan amik teguran & nasihat awak sebagai panduan..

jgn pernah putus asa menasihati saya,,^^

I Love U So Much..:)
fiza

Take a breath
I pull myself together

Just another step till I reach the door

You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something

To take it all away


Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up till it’s over

If it takes you forever I want you to know


When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper

It’s just skin and bones

There’s nothing left to take

And no matter what I do I can’t make you feel better

If only I could find the answer

To help me understand


Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’re so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till it’s over

If it takes you forever I want you to know


That if you fall, stumble down
I’ll pick you up off the ground

If you lose faith in you

I’ll give you strength to pull through

Tell me you won’t give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall

Oh you know I’ll be there for you

fiza

Dear You,

When I said to laugh…

I didn’t mean to laugh at me, but to laugh with me. To laugh at the smallest things I find amusing. To join in the laughter even when you don’t understand what is so funny or even when you find yourself that the idea of laughing is stupid.


When I said to smile…

I didn’t mean to fake it. What I meant was to smile with your heart and pride. Smile though every easy and difficult situations from the past, present, and future days. I ask you to smile even if it hurts.


When I said to cry…

I didn’t mean for you to cry whenever I was crying, but to cry when there’s no tears. To cry for me when you are the only who who understands the unexpressed pain and sorrow. To cry along with me to show me that you understand and no words are needed.


All I ask you is to understand when I said, “Laugh, Smile, & Cry for me…”